Bonus Mosh, part 2

"The keys to the castle
(Are right where I left them)
The princess walked in just to take more attention,
'Cause after all, well isn't that all that I've been after and,
After all, well isn't that all that I'm after,
You're so...

(No way out) I'll give up in you, I'll give up in you,
(No way out) I'll give up in you.
(No way out) I'll give up in you, I'll give up in you,
(No way out) I'll give up in you.

I wanted you for nothing more,
Than hating you for what you were,
If that's what you wanted to hear,
(Well, if that's what you wanted to hear)
I wanted you for nothing more,
Than hating you for what you were,
(Don't leave, leave) If that's what you wanted to hear,
(If that's what you wanted to hear)
I wanted you for nothing more,
Than hating you for what you were,
(Don't leave, leave) If that's what you wanted to hear,
(If that's what you wanted to hear)
(It's love, it's love) I wanted you for nothing more,
(Make it hurt, I deserve it) Than hating you for what you were,
(If that's what you wanted to hear)
That's what you wanted to hear,
(To hear) If that's what you wanted to hear.
(If that is how you'll let it burn)"

I haven't really blogged in a while. I haven't had anything new or interesting to say. That hasn't changed, but I can't sleep and I feel lonely. I've felt pretty depressed the past couple of nights after everyone has gone to sleep and there is no one online to talk to me anymore. It's been a while since I've just sat there and cried. It has been two nights in a row now.
Everything feels so empty. Online or in my room. I don't know what to do to keep myself from thinking of things I miss.

"She wore a gown the colour of storms, shadows and rain and a necklace of broken promises and regrets."