I don't feel like writing anything really, so I think this will probably be my last post for a while. At least until I feel like I have something worth writing about.

It's been more than a year since I've been here. I feel pretty much the same, maybe worse. I feel like I can't make it another year, but I guess I'll find out. I haven't done any 'tram in 2 days now (counting today). Yay. I feel like shit. I ache all over and my muscles are all tensed up. It seems like I'm crying every day uncontrollably. I'm not taking any medications and not seeing any Dr.'s, because I don't care anymore. I'll get through it even if it takes months or years.

I miss everyone. It doesn't feel like a year.