Shrug

I miss people.

I'm too medicated or not medicated enough, or not snorting enough drugs daily, or I just have a hard time lying all the time to make anyone talk to me.

Worthless days, worthless people, and worthless me. Heartache every morning that feels so bad I think it's heartburn, maybe it's both, burnt too many times, but the experience is too dangerous to stop from happening. I like the feelings even if they lead me to shaking at night and crying at the open sky.

I miss feelings.