I'm left and losing, behind and closing.

17:51:19 plecosaur: time is running out, i'm sitting on at the bus stop, watching busses go buy, but none of them are right for me. and when, oh when, will the right one arrive and take me where i want to be
17:52:18 tea42 to plecosaur: You just have to get on one and ride
17:53:23 plecosaur: but see i'm scared. where might it take me, and will it wreck again and lead me down another path of depression and suicide? how do i know which one is right and which one can i take a chance on?