Reason why you shouldn't do drugs: You talk to a guy that you've only talked to once before, end up talking to him for 3 hours. Later in the week, you have completely forgotten that you've talked to this person and what you said to them, because you were on drugs, they say hi and ask if we're still doing that 'thing'. You go what? And you feel like you're upsetting them, because you don't remember anything, but you haven't talked to this person in at least a month. Then you go check your chat log and discover you did talk to him, 3 days ago, for 3 hours, and said some racey stuff and made plans to meet him in a hotel at the end of the month, to probably have sex, even though it was unstated.

He's a nice person, really is, but never would I have done that if I was sober, and what's worse is I don't remember talking to him which makes me feel bad.

Life is horrid and I'm scared of myself and what I do when I'm on drugs, which is like everyday. I hate not remembering what I'm doing, and I thought for sure I wasn't doing enough to start losing my memory. I guess I was wrong.