I blog you

Whee. This new interface for Blogger is really nifty. It's making me all happy and excited again. I get to fiddle with lots of things and feel like I'm doing something useful with all this wasted time!
It's almost good enough for me to start writing real entries again and not all the moronic self-deriding tirades about how my life sucks and it's never going to get better (it's not), but these happy buttons and textboxes are making me manic. Yay.

Now all I need are some friends that will want to read this (why?). Oh well. I guess that's where I am in my life. Stuck no where. I'm depressed - like always. I've given up on love, as that person is gone and I'm unwanted. I need to put my energy in maintaining some meaningful friendships with people. People that aren't stupid and have real feelings and opinions. I wish I knew where to find those kind of people. I'm very lonely and each day is just that much worse. I can only drown myself in fiction and reverie for so long. So, won't someone drag this crying body out of this dark place? Please? :(