Thursday, June 24

My friend, Sarah, had her surgery today for cervical cancer. I think she had her cervice completley removed and most of her uterus. I don't think she can have children anymore which is really depressing. When I had first met her she was very down and having a lot of personal problems, but I helped her through that and helped her and her bf get along and they were thinking of having another kid. But then along this comes and now the chance for having a kid is gone. I feel upset about it. I know how much she wanted another child. :(
I hope the surgery went well. I didn't hear from her today and Angela was supposed to get in touch with me to let me know what was going on, I haven't heard from her. I'm not that worried since it wasn't a big deal, but I would like to know how it went and be able to give her my good feelings.
Sigh.

I was talking to my friend Jade that I've known for a year or so, something like that. She's depressed from her jerk ex-bf that she still cares about and still hangs out with. We were both saying how we need to leave the people we obsess on and hang out and have meaningless sex just to help us forget. lol. It's funny, but I wouldn't do that.

Anyway. I've been sad lately. But in the scheme of things, I've been drug free for a Long Time (for me), so it's a reason to be happy. It makes me proud. I couldn't of done it without the help of a new wonderful friend, Stacie. She's been my support recently. *hug*

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