Thursday, August 25

Session 22 and please.

Paul Probo has released Session 22 on the Summer Glau website (currently experiencing difficulty). Watching it is heart-breaking. Watch them in what has been released order to properly appreciate the sessions. Session 416 originally appearing on iFilm, Session 22 reportedly appeared on Limewire and later emailed directly to a fansite by Josh Dowses, and Session 22 found on the Summer Glau page released by Paul Probo.

I called someone tonight, actually a few times, because I was so nervous and I was only able to get through once before their cell phone had died. I really wish I wasn't acting so foolish and nervous about the whole thing, it really wasn't anything and I have to get so worked up about everything. Their voice sounds like kindness.

I need to get refills on 3 of my medications, except my psychiatrist does not work Friday's, so I will have to wait until Monday to call, and this is going to cause me to go a little bit batty and I might be crashing again with my tenured mood, rent will be a few days late everyone. Apologies in advance for emotional distress.

It'd midnight. I hope she's okay, and I know she's okay, but I still worry, because I can't get the softness out of my head and I'm being silly and I'm being dangerous with my thoughts. So I need to calm down, think elsewhere, otherwise, someplace, different. Be diffident right now and escape. Fireflies in the night is how I'll spend the night.

Twinkle.

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