Remember that time?

I know this is early, but for those people that I loved and cared for, lost, and still miss you full of terrible hurtful jealously - Caylina, Jen, Luno, Diana. I hope there are no more to add to that list, but it doesn't feel that way.

I miss you all and love you all. I'd hang out with all of you if you'd want to. If you'd let me. I'd hold your hand and just rest my head against you and remember the memories of waking up smiling next to someone so beautiful. But this won't ever happen. If you ever do somehow get this lost note, please remember, I love you and care for you.

I don't know how I keep going on caring this way for people. Tonight, I think, I will stop this if I still feel this way. I cannot keep going on crying all day long. I'm sorry for those people that like me, I can't give away myself that much anymore.

One last goodbye and a hug for those that are in my memories.

So where'd you go?
How was your vacation home?
Well obviously you were busy, too busy for me
So this is how you leave me?
I'm broken hearted on the floor,
My tears seep through the crack under my door
Where I am locked in, shut down,
I'm so tired of picking myself up off the ground

So Happy Valentine's Day
I hope the sun's out in New York
I hope he bought you roses
I hope he bought you roses
So Happy Valentine's Day
I hope the sun's out in New York
I hope he bought you roses
I hope he bought you roses