Friday, March 12

"His addiction was to courses vain."
-- Shakespeare, Henry V, 1. 1

books and cds. those are my drugs. i want some more.
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Christy Affection is like a drug. The more I receive, the more I need. I'm addicted to his words, his touch, the way my name slides musically through his lips. I crave his presense, if only for a moment. He's a more powerful drug than anything you can produce in nature or a lab.
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amorfus i try to limit myself to clean drugs, like rice, fruit, nuts and beans, mushrooms, lsd.
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moonshine Mangos
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josie what is that drug that Homer licks off the back of that toad? someone mail me and let me know! ...
gwyllynne the semi-erotic tingle coursing through my veins
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guitar_freak the drug of my choice
was so fun at first
now I just try to
remember the friends I've lost
as I patch up my life
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the conveyor shahla was a drug. michelle was a drug. amy was a drug. diana was a drug. andrea was a drug. sarah was a drug. cara was a drug. lara was a drug. tammy was a drug. dana was a drug. christy was a drug.

I really like drugs.
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deb i am a drug...
and so is he...
what's terrible is
now that we have this
dreadful
900-ish miles between us
again
we're going through withdrawl
and it's only been a week

i miss you~
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*silent screams Your the new drug addiction I have found...u comfort my fears and distort my realities
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margadant11 drugs... they make me a better person, I can do things I wouldn't normally do when I am under the influence... they give me self esteem courage intelligence and strength... but after it wears I find myself reviewing my stupidly and the pains I case friend and family, the pain I caused myself... it must end before it's to late...
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you told me you wanted to be someone's drug.
that you wanted to be my drug.
you wanted me to be addicted to you
i don't know how possible that is, but we can always try. can a drug be addicted to another drug? a chemical be reliant on another chemical? i suppose. look at water. h2o

displacement: when you quit one drug, you start another. i'm trying to quit smoking, and i'm starting to drink coffee again. i'm losing sleep, i'm losing weight, i'm not happy. i'm reverting back to eighth grade, the year of hell, the era of my depression. [see: frappuccino]
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jane i wish you were my drug. i wish i could do you

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