is it 6 or is it 6?

[00:57] Lent Somnolence: you know i have 5 blogs, no one asked me i think, if i had others. and i have a paper journal
[00:57] Lent Somnolence: so 6 journals.
[00:59] Lent Somnolence: my life is the simplest people can have, but i have to make secrets in secrets to make this life a different life. so do i have 6 lives inside myself, or 6 lies

Is it 6 lies or is it 6 lives? Or is it both? Lies that keep my own life going, because the real life I have isn't the life I want, and I'd rather be in one of my other more fantastic worlds that no one else knows about. If people don't know about where I go off to in my head when reality hurts too much, then they can't harm me in that place.