I feel like I should post something new. Well I hit a car and I have a 12 pt. ticket which means I will lose my license in Dec. It's doubtful that I will be able to see Jade before then. Which is depressing. I've started cutting a lot now. I do tramadol almost every night now to help forget the memories or make them happy so I can still live in them.

I wish I lived in a memory, a memory that is forever gone.