Well, I feel absolutely horrid this morning. Groggy and that bad hung over feeling. I don't really want to discuss the why of it. It makes me feel weak and stupid and I've had enough of feeling that. Time to stop letting people bother me.
It's a hideous pallid yellow color outside today. I wonder if the fires are still burning, probably I'd assume, as the sky is much worse than yesterday. At least the smell of smoke isn't permeating everywhere.
I wonder what I'll do today. I guess I'll go take a shower in a little bit, in the dark, and perhaps cry a little before I start this day out. I'm not feeling very positive it feels like.