There is a nice frosting of snow covering everything outside. It's very pretty and a nice start to Halloween, even if I am not doing anything at all. I wish I had friends and something to do. Megan keeps wanting to visit me, maybe I'll get some courage and cave in and let her hang out with me. I just don't want to meet all of her friends, which she keeps talking about. That's much too scary for me.
I wonder if I'm going to be a loner forever.

I've been sleeping so much yesterday, last night, and today. I feel so lethargic and sleep feels so good. I shouldn't of done what I did, but now I'm dealing with the consequences. At least I don't feel sick and dizzy, just unreasonably tired.