My two baby rats are 9 days old. Yay. They should be ready to go home in three weeks, but am waiting on another litter which should be born anytime. So maybe four or five weeks hopefully I can bring them home.
Here's a picture of the dumbo males from the litter:


The blue capped male and the siamese are mine. I'm hoping the other litter produces an agouti, mink, or something else neat.

I'm starting to feel better, no crying spells at all and I kind of tried to make myself cry by thinking about things that have been making me cry and I just felt sad. No tears. Which is a good improvement, but I'm still very dready and depressed.