I had about 15-20 quizzes ready to post on my website, took about an hour to do them all. Sigh. Now I don't care. Oh well. I'll do some quizzes later. I need to put some big long tests on here, and I need someone else to think of one, as the one I thought of was really stupid. Maybe I will collaborate with someone on making a quiz? Nicole, Bri, Jen even maybe? I don't know it'd be fun.

Bri is asleep according to what her Dad says when I called about 15 minutes ago. I hope she is getting better. She has a sinus infection and that must suck a lot. Hug for Bri.

I have been doing some research since I'm a little bored and I am going to talk to my Dr. about augmenting my Effexor with some sort of dopamine agonist/antagonist agent to hopefully fulfill a major part of my depression that doesn't seem to be resolving. I wish I knew the technical term for complete lack of motivation, it's just on my tongue, so I could explain it to him. I just have none, none at all. And I hate it. I want to try a low dose of adderal (doubtful, but I'll bring my dad as he explains how I am doing a lot better from an outsider's perspective, which is actually nice, even though I don't like him), or if not adderal then perhaps dexedrine. The very lowest dose they can give, and of course increase my Effexor XR to at least 300mg, 75mg more than the max, but I've been up to 450mg fine, and so have other test subjects.

I feel lonely still. Sigh.