Just a pill update. Taking xanax xr .5 at night to see if it helps sleep, and if it doesn't work he will put me on what I suggested, trazadone + ambien, and I think that will work. I switched out the lexapro for effexor xr, and I think I will do better on it. I'm at ~115mg now, and I'll be at 150mg the next week, increasing by 75mg each week. So I should be at 225mg when I see him and we can decide if I want to go to 300, 350, or 375. I'm taking 75mg desipramine for this month, it will be dropped when I see him again, along with the xanax xr I assume, unless it works really great (I doubt).

That's all.
I hate...how everything has to be difficult. Sigh.