This is my third day without sleep, I feel a little crazy. I mean crazier than normal. I'm buzzing and up half asleep. I feel like shit, as per usual. I want to hurt, for not particular reason, but to break this cycle of no sleep, wake 24 hours a day without a thing to do or a reason to even be awake. I don't know how I pass all this time, very dreadfully slow it seems.

Here is a picture and I want you to tell me if I am just weird, or does this person have a very fucked up sense of style for decorating? The only item I admire is the cross made from photographs (I appreciate this idea, and the first time I've seen it done). But everything else does not match, or go together in any kind of way. It's, well, an eclectic blend if I ever saw one. First off the girl is wielding a klingon! knife. The clothes average off-day goth clothing, but maybe she should be wearing something Star Trek like, I don't know because of the knife. The tapered candles you see in every goth chick's room are present, so her clothing seems appropiate. Oddly, all the candles are slightly bent out of shape, like they were used as dildos. In the background is an out of place fringed door separator, cute and goes with the goth theme somewhat. Strangely there is a lava lamp next to what appears to be cutlery knives. The bottle in the corner of the stand makes me think it is a salt shaker in disguise. All these decorations are placed on what looks like an expensive cherry or mahogony piece of furniture, it looks like it's worth a small fortune. This is all okay, but wouldn't you put something classy on that show piece? The rest of the items I can't identify, maybe that is her diploma in the lower shelf, and on the top shelf are various shaped colored glass containers that I have objection with. Sorry to nit-pick on an innocent person, but I wish to decorate her living space for free, just to make everything balance and not scream out to me as wrong.

So... Anyway, who wants to play LARP in a Wheel of Time setting? I know some of my anonymous readers must read these books, so email me and stop stalking me. There are at least 6 of you that are strangers. Will any of you come out and play? I will be an Asha'man...and maybe something more insidious, oops, fuck, I'm bad at secrets. You can be whatever you want! I have someone that will be a blue aes sedai, and she probably would need a warder. Oh who am I kidding, none of you weirdos will talk to me, just keep on reading my journal everyday for reasons beyond my understanding. You guys are bad admirers and stalkers, but it's okay, I love you all for the attention, no matter how strange. Thank you -- you'd all get postcards, but, well, none of you write to me.