Almost 4:30. I tried laying in bed for over an hour, but sleep just couldn't come to me. I sure have made a lot of entries tonight/this morning whatever you would call it. I feel like a wreck. Maybe it's my seizures that I haven't had much problems with lately, but I took something just in case. I don't really want to take something to calm me down as I can't afford any medication when I run out, not even anything for my seizures which is pretty bad unless I can beg the money off my parents or something, but I don't even want to talk to them. Guess I'm going to go take another shower or something to help calm me down, I feel shaky all over.