Well. It's started, a new online journal. That always means a break in my life, a change from whatever has been happening. I've moved here back to CO, living with my parents again, and will be going back to college in the Fall to get a crappy associates degree. Hopefully I'll finish that stupid 2 year degree and then maybe move somewhere. Don't tell anyone, but TN is looking pretty good. Lightning flash outside, with no noise. Is that a sign? I don't know of what, but it sure scared me. We get a lot of dry lightning here. Something that almost never happened in MA. Sound now. A good 5-6 miles away? I have 2 online friends now, 3 if you count Nicole from MA, but I'm beginning to think that Nicole hates me. Stefany is plain awesome, and I'll probably get embarassed if I let her read my journal, since she'll probably be mentioned a lot. Beth lives in Ft. Collins and that is about an hour away, right now we're trying to figure out something to do together. She doesn't have a car and is alone during the weekdays, while her bf is out of state. She seems pretty normal, except that she has a lot of crafts, and seems to be a very nice person, and is into animals and celtic and medieval lore & history. So that is pretty cool. I'm going to go now. I guess this is a good first entry. I'm waiting for Stefany to get back from the graveyard. She's only been gone almost 2 hours now, but I do miss her. I gave her a "hugz" before she left and she gave me a "xoxoxo". The whole thing probably seems pretty stupid to everyone, but I don't know it felt like it had some significance to me. I haven't given anyone a hug in a long time, even virtually. So it felt good, and that it was reciprocated even (in jest?) was better still. I don't know how to feel towards her other than she is a really great person and a great friend, I'm pretty confused. Hopefully it'll get worked out better as we talk and I can figure out if I'm a friend or if she likes me any or whatever. I'm trying to not let my emotions get out of control and so far I've done okay... Sort of.