What else new can I say? I miss Stefany. That isn't new. That's just how I feel. I want her, I want to talk to her, I want to hold her. But I've expressed those things already. I wish she was home from the concert she went to. I can't believe I spent 20-30 minutes on the phone with Aimee, she is actually good conversation for her age (13), and acts like 16 at least on the phone, but her real age shows up as 13 online. I wish she didn't lie about everything so much, I don't know why she feels like she has to lie about stuff, especially the age of everyone she knows. Oh well. She was really worried about Stefany going to the hospital. So was I. I was worried more. But I was concerned for Aimee, because she hadn't slept for 2 nights. So I talked to her for a while and hopefully got her calmed down some so she could get some sleep. I think she fell asleep after I said goodbye to her. Which is good.
I wish I could talk to Stefany for 30 minutes. The whole night actually. I really want to. Maybe if she comes home tonight when I'm awake I'll be able to talk to her more. I don't know. I'll ask if I can talk to her. Because I want to so much. Hearing her voice makes the world so much better and being able to tell her on the phone how I feel makes things better. Stefany... I miss you. I can't say it enough. I hope the note I made Aimee make for you brings a smile to your face. I've been so worried about you. I still am worried. I want to comfort you. I want you to need me. I need you.