I'm worried about Maegan, I'm pretty worried actually, but I don't want to be intrusive in her life and bother her. A big part of me wants to call her and make sure that she's okay, but she left on her own terms and I'm going to respect that and I said she can call if she needs to even at night. I wouldn't be this worried if she didn't come back online and say she doesn't think she should be alone, which makes me be torn between leaving her alone and letting her deal with it in her own way or calling and making sure she isn't alone. I wish I knew what the right thing was to do. I hope I am doing the right now. I'm thinking about her and trying to mentally make sure she's okay, but that isn't nearly as good as actually being there if I was needed. :(