I changed this around to mean what I want, apologies to the original, and thank you Jade for posting the lyrics in the first place. I wish I could be there for you right now and help you, but I can't help myself even. Apologies to everyone that need me right now (Kaye, Brianna, Tessa, and who knows who else) and I'm not giving you what you need from me. I don't know how to open up right now, everything has closed.

there you are my precious, not long ago
hiding behind the shadow of your broken soul
why is it always i want something i can never have
why'd you try to tempt me
how could i be this way
my throat i take grasp
(can you feel the pain)
then my eyes roll back
(can you feel the pain)
love racing through my veins
(can you feel the pain)
my heart stops beating
(can you feel the pain)
black orgasms
(can you feel the pain)
kiss my lifeless skin
(can you feel the pain)
there you are my precious with my broken soul
feeling elated, taking control
why is it always i fuck up something i've always had
why'd you try to tempt me
how could i be so cold
my throat i take grasp
(can you feel the pain)
then my eyes roll back
(can you feel the pain)
love racing through my veins
(can you feel the pain)
my heart stops beating
(can you feel the pain)
black orgasms
(can you feel the pain)
kiss my lifeless skin
here i am
feeling this pain gives me life
relieving this is my plan
do anything just to
see through your eyes
just to see through your eyes