Not much new today. I went to the Dr.'s, and didn't look like shit even though I only had 4 hours of sleep. It ended up taking an hour discussing different options, etc. And we settled on trying a stimulant in the morning, since I said no to all the sedatives (even the really really strong ones - what's with me?), and we'll try that and see if it will keep me awake during the day and then maybe see about changing the benzo dosage or putting me on GHB for sleep (he says he needs to research it more).

I talked to Brianna for a couple of hours on the phone and it was good because I was sober and not on any drugs. She says I have a cute laugh, I'm unconvinced, but it sure is a nice thing for her to say.

That's about it.
Life is the same pretty much.