I just came back from the Dr.'s. Wow that sure was a longer visit than I thought it would be (1 hour). Got refills on everything, the Dr. cut me down to 45 xanax a month instead of 60. Sigh. Next month, if my sleep hasn't improved I'm going to ask for 30 xanax and 30 valium, so I can take the valium at night for sleep. Or increase the klonopin, but that isn't as good of a deal. I wanted the klonopin increased but he didn't increase it. He just put me on provigil which will keep me awake during the day and will decide in a month if I will go on GBH (Yes, the street drug) to help me fall asleep.

I'm sad, lonely, and tired.