I miss... the feeling of touching hands, caressing fingers, and holding hands. I miss Maegan.
I miss... the soft curvature of neck, gentle kisses, and whispered words. I miss Brianna.
I miss... the sound of an innocent laugh, the smile of true happiness, and companionship. I miss Lauren.
I miss... the nights of talking for hours, the shared dreams, and intense devotion. I miss Caylina.
I miss... the thrill of cheating, the uncontained lust, and the loss of virginity. I miss Rho.
I miss... the feeling of legs wrapped together, the smell of her hair, and seeing my eyes reflect in hers. I miss Diana.
I miss... the sense of strong arms holding me, the scratch of stubble, and a sweet voice. I miss Luno.
I miss... the pulling of strings on my heart, being deep inside someone, and being in true love. I miss Jen.
I miss... the visions I had, the desire to care, and a reason to be alive. I miss Allen.

I have emptiness for promises.
I have bitterness for caring.
I have desperation for friends.
I have nightmares for dreams.
I have pain for memories.
I have numbness for feeling.
I have tears for experience.
I have hurt for trying.
I have nothing left.