I'm actually going to do my community service for today. No one was home when I woke up and someone finally came home a few minutes ago, so I have a ride now. I'll work from 5-8, so I have to leave in around 40 minutes or so. I'm feeling okay, not too nervous. I took a couple of xanax since I've been saving them up, and I also took a couple of ultram to make the time there past faster (hopefully). I'm very sore still, in my upper legs, and at least the ultram will help with that. I really dislike being around people, but thankfully there aren't too many people there. The work is very boring and mind-numbing, but it's also a lot more physical than one would think with all the bending over and sitting down and standing up, and you have to stay kind of focused to even be able to shelve books as it's more difficult than I would of thought. Everyone there must be shelving lazily I think, because when I do my crosschecking for the books on the left & right, half the time there's a misplaced book. Thankfully I don't have to do shifting and other people do that, or else I'd be there for the entire 3 hours just fixing the shelves trying to make room for more books.