I slept a whole hour, from midnight to 1am. Joy. Why can't I stay asleep longer. It is really annoying and now I'm going to be awake for a long time again and be tired during the day again.
Before I went to bed Lauren told me this was the first time in a long time that she thought about overdosing. I told her no, and basically talked to her for an hour making her stop and promising me that she would be okay. I still am worried, but I don't think she will. I hope she's at least taking her antidepressant medication. She seems a little better overall, so she's maybe even taking her antipscyhotics, but I'm not sure. She sent me some really odd pictures of her today. Oh well. We're getting to be pretty good friends even though I say a whole lot and she only says a sentence in response. She says she "Wuvs me" and has said it today and yesterday, and I guess that feels pretty significant. To have a friend that thinks I'm worth something. I wanted so much to drive down there and just hang out, but her dad had come home, so I couldn't. I wanted to call but it was too late for her to getting phone calls. Talk about frustrating.
I hope Brianna is okay. She left early again tonight. I think that means she went to go cut, or she was going to talk on the phone with someone. I hope it was the latter and not the former.

I'm still listening to the same song, over and over.