So I've woken up twice today to unusual cercomstances (how do you spell that?). The first was around 4pm, when I logged on and Lauren messaged me "SEEEEXXXX" (shortened, it was much longer), and I was like are you drunk again Lauren? She wasn't. Then I woke up later and had email which is a pretty rare event these days and I wrote back twice cause I feel frustrated and I left like at 10pm because I was all depressed and didn't want to talk, so I wasn't really very happy, but I wrote back twice and I'll leave it alone and not let my eyes bug out from frustration.

And everything else generally sucks, too many people on AIM that talk to me and I'm just in a mediocre mood so I log off after 10 or 15 minutes, or if they keep messaging me while I'm away. I'm just going to stick to YIM for a while anyway, since I can at least stay invisible and talk to Brianna, Cassy and Kaye as needed. Oh, a weird thing, Marte messaged me today earlier. We talked for 15-20 minutes. Haven't talked to her in a long time and had actually taken her off my list. People are crawling out of the woodwork literally, that's why I'm avoident on AIM today and yesterday, all these people and I feel bad that I don't even know who they are. And I'm like hey how's it going. Ugh.

Refer to previous entry I put before I went to bed. Which I'll requote and then listen to the song and go to bed after, again, I hope.

It's time to let go
Spend some time alone