Had a lot of fun last night with Bri. Spent almost 2 hours on the phone last night with her. Too bad I spent most of today in bed. And my sleep is really fucked up. Here goes 8 amitryptiline's hoping they'll make a difference. I've used up the rest of my other sedatives.

There's someone on, that I want to talk to, that I won't let myself talk to, and I'm proud, and I'm sure Brianna would be proud too. It's hard though.