I went and saw a new Dr. today at the insistence of my father. Surprisingly, I'm not sure how, he prescribed me 1mg of Klonopin 2x a day, which he said he'll up to the 2mg that I wanted when I see him next time, and he also prescribed me 60 1mg Xanax to take as needed, which is great. I also got some antibiotics for my face and that's good. Even asked me if I wanted a pill or a cream and I got to choose, so I picked the pill, as cream stuff always dries my face out. I just took my first xanax in probably 2 months a few minutes ago, I wonder if it'll feel as good as always and if I'll feel calmed down. Oh he also showed me how to do a testicular exam, which was pretty scary. I go back and see him in 3 weeks. I see the therapist and psychiatrist next week, but that will be the last time I see them I think. Which is good. At least the therapist bit. I hate seeing her.