Today I went out for the first time in several months. Went to several stores with my mom looking for some things I needed, conditioner and shampoo and stuff like that. Also went to the bookstore and got a new cd binder, as I needed one and got some sleeves to mail more cds to people. It wasn't too bad. I was getting a little scared near the end, and we were only out for maybe 2 hours or so, but the xanax I took before I left made it okay. It still was harder than I thought it was, but I made it through it. Maybe I'll do some other things later this week.
It's snowing right now. It's been snowing all day, started up this morning when I woke up around 9am. It's white all over and looks pretty. I hope it sticks and keeps snowing throughout the night. That will be great.
Tomorrow I have my therapist and pscyhiatrist meeting which I don't want to go to. I hope she gives me some ambien since it's my last visit even though I'm not telling either of them that, because I'm too scared to talk about it. Oh well. I suck. I know.