Lent Somnolence: the lack of quality people depress me. i can settle for 'less' (i know that sounds mean) for friends. but not when it comes to someone i want to be close to. half the problem is most people don't want that level of intimacy and closeness and sharing
Hypnagogiac: yeah i know what you mean. everyone must feel like that to some degree, or else everyone would date everyone they're willing to be friends with
Lent Somnolence: yeah.. i just wish i could find quality friends. finding someone to be with i don't think will happen.. but i sure miss having someone to talk to and be able to cry and not feel ashamed and have them reassure me
Lent Somnolence: but maybe the problem is me. i just don't feel anything with anyone it feels like. it just feels kind of dead. and it must be my problem. because people have wanted to date me etc. one person still insists i move in her house with her but i say no since i'm depressed. i don't know. everyone sucks and i suck too. i guess i'm part of the everyone