I have a secret, come closer, look inside the closet, I'm an addict and I can't stop.
Some boring tidbits that I scribble down whenever I feel like it, usually when I'm on the verge of crying. Nothing much of interest here.
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- No medication changes. They didn't even increase t...
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- I got a tooth fixed today, the one that was fractu...
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- Well Jen and her bf fixed things and got back toge...
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- So yesterday I talked to Jen for a long time. I cr...
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