Jen,
I'm sorry about all the crap I did. I'm just writing to apologize now because you said that thing and I didn't get a chance to respond, and that bugs me.
I don't want to explain any of it away, but all those threats I made were empty and full of posturing as I'm sure you know. If anything I was the one that should of been locked up, for my strange drug-induced dementia and mania like high.
A lot of the reason I'm trying to just forget everything is that I'm very sick of what I did. I can't make it go away, and I can't even make repartations, so all I can do is try to push it into the back of my head.
Sorry again. I know this is probably a pointless email, but I wanted to say what I could, and that I am sincerely sorry. I'm happy you found someone that could be the person that I was not.
Allen