It's another day of not sleeping very much. I got a little less than 5 hours. Why can't I sleep a nice good 12-14 hours like I used to? It'd sure make my life a lot more interesting instead of being filled with boredom because I have nothing to do with all this time. I suppose I should be trying to go to school or get a job or something stupid like that, but not yet, I'm still too depressed, and I'm not using that as an excuse. I just am. I don't think I can deal with it. I still have court coming up and I won't even know if I have a licence or not. Whether I do or not will depend a lot on what I'm going to do. Kaye wants to meet me in Denver since it's halfway for both of us, so I might do that and stay at my sisters until she picks me up. What to do? I don't know.
Jen has been talking to me more. We're not friends or anything as she won't ever trust me again I think, and if I make a single lie she will stop talking to me forever. Which I don't want to happen. She is enjoyable to talk to. Intelligent, which is hard to say about other people. And we just can talk and it's not an effort for me to try to think of what to say, like it is with most people. I wish I could find someone else like that.