I worry way too much. I haven't seen Jen online since around 4:30, which was when I tried to call the first time. I've since tried calling at 7:30 and 9:00. It's been busy each time, which I guess means someone is online but I don't see her or Melissa on AIM, or Melissa is talking to someone for a long time which is possible. Or maybe my number is blocked (paranoid feeling). I don't know. I just want to make sure stuff is 'okay', and then I'll be fine. It really isn't any of my business and I should just calm down. I think I will. Some kava kava, a xanax, and a klonopin will make me feel a little better. It's really too late for me to be calling now so I'll just hope I see someone online, but I probably won't. Oh well.
No one is online. I don't know what is wrong with today. Usually there are a few people to talk to and stuff, but no one has been online except Tessa for a brief few minutes and I didn't want to talk to her.
Picky me.