I'm crying. No one is online. There is no one to talk to. There is no one for me. There is nothing I can do.

Why won't someone talk to me. Why isn't there anyone. Why won't anyone care. I can't care enough about myself. I'm scared of taking pills. I'm scared I'll start to take too many. I'm scared that I'll do something stupid. Please someone come online before I hurt myself. Please. I don't know what to do. I don't what to cut. I don't want to choke myself. I want to do everything. I want to do it all. I want to take all my trouble and make it go away. I just don't want it to hurt, I don't want to hurt anymore. To be hurt by anyone, or to hurt myself. I lack action, I'm inaction. I'm starving for emotion. I'm starving for feeling. Any kind of feeling. Fill me up with love, hate, anything but the emptiness of loneliness. Please replace me, and please change me.
Please do something.