Another night that I can't sleep. Well actually I have slept plenty today, 3 naps. I just can't fall asleep now, even with all that valerian, passion flower, skullcap, and chamomile in me that I swallowed earlier. I'm very bored and have no one to talk to online right now. There haven't been many people on as of late, I wonder what's going on or if they all have blocked me. I've been seeing Melissa on more, but I don't ever talk to her as I don't know what to say. I wonder where Jen has been as I haven't seen her online, but I really shouldn't be thinking about that.
House of Leaves is a pretty good book, but it's so hard to concentrate with all the footnotes and side stories and what not. I also think my concentration isn't doing very well because of my depression or because of some other reason. I wonder if I'll be able to take a stupid sounding drug like Stratera or Concerta or whatever for it. I'm starting to feel like I have a bit of a hyperchondriac in me, as I want to treat everything with pills, pills, and more pills. Therapy certainly doesn't help very much, and getting through things on my own or with a friends help (I don't have anyone close enough to help me through my problems though) can only help so much.
God I'm boring. Sorry for anyone that happens to read this.