I'm so tired today. I think it's mostly the Paxil, and some of it is because I've been staying up so late. Last night I was up until a little past 5am talking to Cassy. I really enjoyed it. Hmm, that's 13 hours of talking, a really long time. Can't believe I'm able to do that and not have someone be dead of boredom from me. I do feel pretty boring at times, but she always says I'm not, like everyone else does. It's hard to convince myself. I hope things go okay tonight. I hope I get to talk to Tessa some too as I'm kind of curious as to how she'll treat me, after how she was last night, being all out of control and wanting me.
I'm drinking my chai tea trying to wake up, but it isn't working very well. I'll probably have another cup soon. Wonder how long I'll stay up tonight.
Bye for now.