Tomorrow I get up early to see the psychiatrist. I am full of anxiety and hardly slept any last night, because I'm worried about her writing me a note for the upcoming court date. And I'm really worried about court and it's just getting worse and worse each day. I can't stop the anxious feelings and my sleep is suffering horribly. I'll be put on some new medication, I hope she puts me on both of the ones I want. I'm still very depressed. I feel like I've relapsed some as I'm starting to cry once in a while for not very good reasons, and for a while, at least a week, I wasn't doing that. I hate how much I've been eating though. This stuff really messes with my appetite and I don't like eating this much, but it's really hard to stop. I need to start excersizing if I ever get energy back again. If I have energy, I probably wouldn't be this depressed either. It's stupid.