I slept through Thanksgiving so I wouldn't have to deal with anyone talking to me. I kind of suck. I don't feel terribly guilty though. Sigh.
Some boring tidbits that I scribble down whenever I feel like it, usually when I'm on the verge of crying. Nothing much of interest here.
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