Kaye told me I could move in with her and Tessa (she doesn't live there yet). That is an incredibly kind thing for someone to do. She isn't even asking me rent, but I would feel way to guilty for staying in someone's house and not paying them anything. I kindly declined right now, at least for the present. I said I need to get rid of my depression and get through the upcoming court dates before I can think about it. But I really like the idea, but I have my worries. It seems like a big mess waiting to happen if I was staying Kaye and Tessa and everything since they both like me and they both have significant others. Oh well. I'll put it out of my mind for now and worry about more pressing problems like the upcoming court date. I still haven't talked to the DA about a plea bargain. Next week my dad is supposed to help me with that, as I don't have a fucking clue about what I'm supposed to be doing and I still haven't gotten a public defender yet. I just want to go run off and hide and forget I was ever alive and be reborn somehow as someone that isn't quite so much a loser and an asshole.