It's the two week mark on Paxil CR, dose 12.5mg. Most of the initial anxiety from it has went away, but I still have a lot of problems when I'm trying to sleep and my mind won't stop thinking or slow down, which has been keeping me awake. Sigh. As far as the depression, things are actually worse, as the crying spells have come back (only one or so a day, and not serious), and that was completely gone on just the imipramine. I also don't feel any better when it comes to my mood, which is worse, but that could be because of other things that have happened lately. With Erin starting to talk to me online, which generally makes me feel like crap, as I realize how she isn't very great. I can't believe that we used to like each other. There's also stuff with my exgf who has started to talk to me once in a while, which might be making my mood worse.
I wish I had more control over the medication. Sigh. I know I'm undermedicated. I'd increase the klonopin to 2mg twice a day, and increase the Paxil to at least 25mg. I'd increase the Paxil right now, as the initial side effects have worn off and I'm ready to deal with feeling crappy again. Yay. I wish something worked for me. Cry.