Things with Chris are okay, I think. I wish she had more compassion, but she seems somewhat self-centered. I want to be a good friend to her, but she hardly talks to me, even though she says I'm good at conversation. It feels very one way. She hardly says anything about herself. I wish something good would happen to her and she would meet a guy she likes, but she's so picky it feels like. And picking someone for their looks won't get you anywhere. She's 31, I would of thought that she would of figured that out by now. Sigh.

I bought some vitamins and herbs. I hope they help me out some, especially the herbs for anxiety. I've never tried Relora, Valerian, and Passion Flower, so they might help. I've tried Kava Kava and it works well, except it's fairly sedating, but I'm going to try it again in addition with the others. I got some B-Complex and a vegetarian multivitamin, so that will improve my overall health. I feel pretty shitty when it comes to my health.