Friday, November 21

My sleep isn't getting any better, I woke up and my jaws hurt from bruxing while I was asleep. Ugh. And all the other things are still there too. The depression seems to be subsiding, I'm not too moody or mopey. I still have my moments, but they are few and far between.

I met someone yesterday online and talked to her for several hours. That was surprising for me as I didn't really want to stay on for that long, but she kept asking me interesting things and the conversation flowed smoothly so I stayed on until she had to go. I think she'll be a good friend. I don't see her online today, which kind of makes me a little sad, but it is a Friday afterall.

Last night I talked to Tessa for a while, and she apologized for what she said to me, which wasn't necessary at all, but was a nice gesture. We actually talked for a while, which is a new thing, and it was nice until she started the whole infantalism/adult baby thing with me again. I really don't like that. What ever happened to just plain me being submissive and none of this extra stuff? Oh well. I also talked to Kaye again. I guess both of them missed me. She didn't get my email, which is kind of odd and worrisome for me, because that's the second person that hasn't gotten my email. I wonder who else hasn't gotten the email I've sent them.

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