Today wasn't any help. Therapy wasn't that great. "You seem to be pretty in touch with yourself." I hate doing the stupid feeling questions and associations. It'd be alright if I didn't have to say it out loud, I guess. I just don't think there's much point to it. My psychiatrist is on vacation, so I don't get to see her for another two weeks. Sigh. I was really hoping she'd be in today so I could get some help with everything that's going on lately. I guess I'll just have to put up with it, take extra klonopin for now and hope I can make the rest last until I see her.
Tomorrow I have to get up very early to drive for an hour and half to pick up my rats. I haven't even moved their cage upstairs into my room yet or filled it with litter. I guess I'll do that when I get back home and then fall back asleep. I'll probably be exhausted after 3 hours of driving and from a night of not sleeping.
I've been having these really bad cramps today and yesterday and I don't really know what's causing it. I've started to eat less because of it, since I notice that it happens after I eat something and lasts for a few hours. It really hurts. Today I had to lay down in bed for a while because of it. I hope it isn't anything. It's probably just my anxiety or what not acting up and making stuff difficult for me.