I've spent most of today in bed. I have no motivation or desire to do anything. I seem to be getting worse again. I don't feel particulary more depressed than the past few days, but there's nothing I want to do or nothing that I can do that will pass the time except sleeping and I can only do so much of that. I'm really fucking bored. I need a new shrink. I need to talk to the shrink I have even if she isn't that great. I already know what I want to happen when I talk to her, but as always she'll only do one thing at once which really frustrates me as my condition isn't better. I want to be put on something for my sleep, remeron or amitryptaline, and I want my klonopin increased or even better switched with some other benzodiazapine. My paxil dose needs to be increased from 25mg to 50mg, and I hope it'll make some difference then. If it doesn't, I really don't know what's left to try. Luvox, Prozac (which I'm scared will be too stimulating), and I guess I can try Zoloft again. Not too many options are left.