Another depressing day.
Nothing has happened to make me feel more depressed, but nothing has really happened to make me feel especially happy either though. I feel pretty horrid physically and mentally. Spent most of the day sleeping because I was so tired from not having any good sleep. I still feel tired. I feel all tense all over, like something bad is going to happen and I'm just waiting for it too... I wish I knew what that was.
I feel like I'm drowning and I can't breathe, and everytime I try to say something it comes out wrong because I'm underwater. People make me depressed. It makes me more depressed that I want to have people around.