Good morning I guess. Was able to sleep okay, even if I wasn't able to sleep that much. I feel kind of bad about how I acted last night, I think I said too much and I have feelings of regret. I'm confused and worried all the time about everything in my life.
I don't know what to do anymore, I think I need to escape from myself or something. I'm weighing myself down.
I have an open invitation that was asked again yesterday, to hang out with April, Becky, etc. Maybe I'll take them up on it just to escape myself. I don't really feel like drinking or doing drugs or anything though, I just want to be around people. I don't know if I'd sacrifice myself just so I have attention. I know this wouldn't even be a question before, but now at least I'm stopping to think before I do something stupid.
Bye for now.
Allen